finding freedom, or lack there of, in thought

There’s this energy within me I’m not really fond of.
I’m using it despite how self-destructive it makes me feel.
The more older I get, the more power it has over my freedom and positive thought.

Sense of liberation seems foreign to me, when it was second nature a couple years back. I’ve been eating words I create for myself that I want to throw up.

I need a guidebook.
Something with a calender in the back that organizes my intentional thoughts, deciding for me when and where to think the things that I do, appropriately.

My hands are callous from moving these bricks.
A wall that is taking a humorous amount of time to remove.
Contradictions of me building it in the first place are tickling me to death.

I need that chalk-board she recommended……

Make me laugh, write me some jokes.



  1. Damn, you should write more Law.

    And pick up some books by Chuck Palahniuk, I suggest Fight Club and Survivor

  2. finding liberation through freedom.

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  • August 2011
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  • "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." ~Marianne Williamson